Monday, March 30, 2009

Why am I so angry?

I was just looking over my two previous posts and realized just how angry I was when I wrote them. That was one of the reasons I started this blog in the first place, to release some of the steam that had been building inside of me. I needed a place where I could tell my side of the story, feel like I was being heard, yet still remain anonymous. Eventually, I hope to get past the anger and frustration and really start to heal. Hopefully soon.


  1. You will, I promise. Keep moving forward. Even if it is only inches it will add up as you deal with everything.

  2. You will be all right Erin...I have been where you are right will make it. Hugs...NJ

  3. It sucks!!!!!! And it is the hardest thing I've ever been through. Standing outside and finally away from the relationship, I realize how controlling and narcistic he was. He hurt me beyond words. He had control over me beyond description. And....... I am a very strong person. That S.O.B. got me! The sad part of it is, I'm hurting so bad because I still believe that I really loved him. Like I said, it sucks. I'm realizing my own problems and learning myself. I guess I should be happy for that. Until I am able to be, I will remind myself to breath. I will remind myself of who I am. Life will get him as it already has. Someday, hopefully, he will understand how much pain he has caused others. Until then......... he can eat a fat one!